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demonlilmoo
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So now its october. *sigh* im lonely as all hell still. and im not doing anything to really fix it. so i really shouldn't be complainnig but never the less i am. idk its just hard to see so many with that other half it just gets to u after a while. i have my friends so its not that bad but still friends only go so far. everywhere i look sum1 is happy with some1 else and it just hurts. i guess im just lonely, you know the feeling, when your sitting there and all of a sudden u just get hit with this huge mack truck of lonelyness. well hat is what ive been feelingfor the last couple of weeks. it just makes u wanna cry, thats also what ive been doing these past couple of weeks. i guess its just being without that love that i found and lost. i know is been like 6 months now but i still cant seem to get over it. any advise from the people that know what im talking about?
You lied to me. You said that you'd be with me. I don't know why I was stupid enough to actually believe that. It's been so long since I've talked to you and even longer since I have seen you. But you still stay on my mind all the time and I can't stop thinking of you. I know it's too late and that you've long since moved on and I hate you for that. I wanted to be there for you, for anything that might happen. I guess loving you with all my heart wasn't enough for you. Somehow you needed more. After everything that we talked about, after all the things that I had believed would come true, you gave up on everything that could have been us. I doubt I'll ever understand why. I know that I'm not a perfect guy but I would have done anything to change just to be with you. But now it's too late, and that'll never happen. You'll never read this,you'll never know how I felt and still feel, and you'll go on with your life completely ignorant of me. If only I could be so lucky.
Hey!!! After a couple tries I finally found out how to get on this damn thing. I'm still confused about a few things but I don't really care now. I'm just happy I figured it out hahaha
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Hi there!
Please read my story "The Lone Hunter" and tell me what you think please.
dont you hate how im watching you? makes me feel like a stalker lol ;o i just wanna see if you actually put some more poetry on here, its good stuff you know
bother reading everything i say this time? seriously. theres a lot of good in there with those "cuss words" (lol....)
your so predictable its fucking disgusting -.-;;; you act like im just some piece of shit "that used you" in your words. USED YOU FOR FUCKING WHAT?! WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I FUCKING USE YOU FOR!? think about it. actually THINK about it... you think i used you, for sex? thats stupid. i don't even fucking care about having sex, unless its in love goddamnit and i dont want to hear any shit on that subject. if you really think about it lil, there was nothing i coukdve used you for. you think i didnt care? fine i dont mind. think what you please. you think that i dont care? well, then your ignorant. you think id message you after your stupid fucking kill men journal entry? thats just fucking dumb. of course i care. think what you will, ask what you will, say whatever the fuck you want but know this... whether i loved, love, hated or hate, i still care about you as a person, if you died i would care, if your sad i care, it means something to me to know that your hurting goddamnit and if you dont want to come to terms with that fact, then dont bother answering this fucking message. and dont turn this around on me " get over it jesse, were through" bullshit. I FUCKING KNOW!!! im just trying to help goddamnit, you know i cant deal with these things, you know sometimes i have trouvble saying the right thing, but whatever. again, enjoy turning it around again. you live to piss me off dont you... all that matters to me is that the people i know and care for are happy, or at least mildly content. why else would i waste time out of MY LIFE to bother talking to you about this shit.
october
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Hi there!
Please read my story "The Lone Hunter" and tell me what you think please.
[Part 1]
[Part 2]
Thanks!!!
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Hi there!
Please read my story "The Lone Hunter" and tell me what you think please.
[Part 1]
[Part 2]
Thanks!!!
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I love to kill bunnies with pencils!!!!! Die pretty bunny die!! :bunny:
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"Out, you green sickness carrion!"
your so predictable its fucking disgusting -.-;;; you act like im just some piece of shit "that used you" in your words. USED YOU FOR FUCKING WHAT?! WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I FUCKING USE YOU FOR!? think about it. actually THINK about it... you think i used you, for sex? thats stupid. i don't even fucking care about having sex, unless its in love goddamnit and i dont want to hear any shit on that subject. if you really think about it lil, there was nothing i coukdve used you for. you think i didnt care? fine i dont mind. think what you please. you think that i dont care? well, then your ignorant. you think id message you after your stupid fucking kill men journal entry? thats just fucking dumb. of course i care. think what you will, ask what you will, say whatever the fuck you want but know this... whether i loved, love, hated or hate, i still care about you as a person, if you died i would care, if your sad i care, it means something to me to know that your hurting goddamnit and if you dont want to come to terms with that fact, then dont bother answering this fucking message. and dont turn this around on me " get over it jesse, were through" bullshit. I FUCKING KNOW!!! im just trying to help goddamnit, you know i cant deal with these things, you know sometimes i have trouvble saying the right thing, but whatever. again, enjoy turning it around again. you live to piss me off dont you... all that matters to me is that the people i know and care for are happy, or at least mildly content. why else would i waste time out of MY LIFE to bother talking to you about this shit.
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"Out, you green sickness carrion!"
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I love to kill bunnies with pencils!!!!! Die pretty bunny die!! :bunny:
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